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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

The crone, the healer

Her name is spoken in hushed tones in small social circles. I have heard of recounts of successful personal experiences with the woman who lived in a shabby old hut in the midst of a vast rice plantation. Crone-like with frail but gentle old hands.

Like most healers in the province, I got wind of a particularly good one by word of mouth. I probed more about her with some of the old folks in our neighborhood and it did not take me long to get her name (or what it was she used to go by at that time). I repeated it non-stop, in a loop at the back of my mind just so I do not forget should I go on my quest to find the legendary healer.

With a P50 note in my pocket, some more loose change for bus fare, and the name of an intersection in a suburban part of a southern island that could easily be accessed by public transport, I went on my way to have myself cured.

I went alone.

I had a nagging urge to find her because I did not believe doctors could do my ear any good. Don't ask me how the thought even got lodged in the dark recesses of my mind. It just did and, back then, the compulsion to meet my healer grew stronger as the pain in my ear region intensified. Horrible thoughts of maggots breeding inside my head made matters worse.

I first shrugged the discomfort in my left ear as induced by over exposure to loud, blaring noise. As the days went by, the pain became more evident. It wakes me up in the middle of the night as it throbbed in slow, even intervals. I took pain killers but they only bought me temporary relief. In less than a day, the infection seemed to have found its way to the region surrounding the left side of my nape. There were no external manifestations of an abnormality anywhere. No pus, no darkening or redness of the skin, no inflammation, no nothing.

I took a day off my classes when my self-medication seemed to be everything placebo could give: nothing. I decided it was then or never.

I got on a bus and, an hour later, got off the fabled intersection where my journey was to begin. The mid-afternoon weather was perfect. The rice plantation along both sides of the road provided a serene landscape to calm anyone who needed a bit of soul comfort. A lone bird resting on a tree branch gave off a high pitched sound that I took to mean as an assurance that everything will be just fine.

I asked some locals (in a dialect I only recently became familiar and fluent with) where I might find the healer. A young kid was told by an adult male who I assumed was his father to guide me through a path. I was led to a small hut where an elderly lady was doing what seems to be sifting though rice grains. Separating stray awns from the polished grains before they get cooked. For supper, probably. Her graying hair was poised in a bun over her head and some loose, wiry strands fell to hide portions of her wrinkled face. She was dressed in old tattered clothes as though she wasn't expecting any visitor soon.

She raised her head and brushed a lock of hair away from her face to reveal kind, dark eyes as she laid down her bilao when we drew near. The kid went ahead in a sprint and told the old lady I was looking for her. I asked her if she was the healer for which I got a nod in response. I thanked the kid, gave him a candy I had been carrying in my pocket, and with a cheery, toothy smile, he ran back up the path without looking back. She had me sit beside her on a bench made of old wood. I told her about my ear: symptoms, what it felt like, time line, and stuff. She peered inside it and muttered something barely audible. She turned around to get a folded newspaper that wrapped several near-dried leaves. From the layers of paper wrapping, she took a sheet and had me secure the page over my palms. She had me rest the back side of the same hand over my left shoulder (just under my left ear region) like telling me I should expect to catch something with the paper soon.

What happened next came like a bit of a shock. She crumpled a leaf and began rubbing in cautious circular motions around the infected ear area. I heard a pattering on the paper I was holding and took a sideways glance to see what made the sound. I saw small pebbles, most in the size of your regular Nerds candy, in different shades of grey and black. She explained that the stones had been the impurities causing most of my pain. They were not in stone form while inside of me but the healing process transforms these impurities as they are drawn out of a human body. There were probably six or seven of them from what I could remember. I stared in awe. It's just like magick, I thought.

I felt weird. The pain did not stop then but I felt weird. I expected the pebbles (from the stories I heard) but her next action caught me offguard. She took a smaller leaf from her stash and rolled it between her hands to resemble a pipe with a diameter no wider than a regular cigarette stick. She inserted it in my ear hole and told me to wait and alert her in the event that I felt something moving inside.

Several seconds passed and still no wiggly sensation. Weird. I decided to lie and tell her I felt something even though there was nothing. With a gentle motion, she pulled the leaf out. On instinct, I turned my head towards her to look at the leaf pipe. I saw what seemed to be a bug poised perpendicular to the end of the leaf. It was thin, glistening from earwax, and it seemed dead and immobile. More like a worm with legs. She then lit a candle and burned the leaf, insect first. I heard it give off small cracking sounds as it burnt and chared before my eyes.

She took the newspaper I was holding and tore a small portion off of it. She used it to wrap the pebbles that supposedly came from inside my ear and gave them to me as sort of a keepsake. She then smiled and told me to expect the pain to subside in a day or two.

I took the P50 from inside my pocket and handed it to her. She did not take it but instead motioned for me to put it beside her over the bench. I gave my sincerest thanks and left via the path we entered.

It was nearly dusk when I got to the main road and I could have sworn my ear felt better. I got well two days later, just as the healer promised.

I never saw her again. I hope she's well.

The events that transpired in this story happened a long time ago to a young student desperate for a cure. I was the student and this is my story.

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At June 15, 2006, Blogger Misis V said...

Happy Anniversary! :-)

 
At June 15, 2006, Blogger Vinchy said...

Great Blog Fritz!!!

Of course my blog din ako, hehe.. :)

 
At June 15, 2006, Blogger Fritz said...

Yay! The blogsite turns 1! A year of blogging! Thanks Ains!

 
At June 15, 2006, Blogger angel directo said...

happy happy :)

 
At June 15, 2006, Blogger Fritz said...

Vince and Angel, salamatz!

 
At June 15, 2006, Blogger kookaii said...

hey fritz! galing ng story-telling ah! =)
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At June 15, 2006, Blogger Fritz said...

I wanted to make something extra special in the blog anniversary kasi. Thanks kookaii!

 
At June 16, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

yer serious?

anyway, i celebrate yer writing prowess. *hugs*

 
At June 16, 2006, Blogger Fritz said...

Like cancer! Thanks! :D

 
At June 21, 2006, Blogger tet said...

Hey Fritz, Happy 1 Year!

Nice BW Photos man!

btw, im back in blogging!

tet

 
At June 21, 2006, Blogger Fritz said...

Tet! Best Wishes din sayo, man! Please give my regards to your wife. Saw the pics on your site! Did you, by any chance, take the pictures on your own wedding? How could you manage? Hahaha! Kidding man. I bet this means we could now see more of your sketches.

 

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